swamped
scarred
hungry (but not hungry enough)
battered
blind
blue
bored
and realising that i have 28 days left of my summer/being at home
and 29 days left of being 17
the thought of it cripples me, i have wasted such a potentially amazing summer
and achieved absolutely nothing
except the epiphany moment when i realised how much of a waste of space i am
