smmr s fr

well, i have come to the conclusion that i am totally crap at self control.

i can't even keep up a blog.

life was amazing. for two weeks. i was in china and i had the most insane time ever and i just want to be back. also cos of the fact that the food at the boarding school we stayed at was pretty bad so all i ate was water melon. we turned ourselves to skelintons.

boom. back in england.

a) the weather is awful. but what can you expect?

b) my father is on bail.

hahahahaha. every time i think of that i laugh.

its not even funny.

in fact its the exact opposite. it was the result of the worst situation, which i won't grace your minds with explaining.

my life has changed forever.

how exciting.

one would say i'm a mess. others would say its my normal self.

either way i don't give a shit.

i havent showered since shanghai. i'm not even gonna tell you how long ago that was.

maybe i will shower in the morning.

i've been wearing my pjs all day.

tomorrow please don't let me waste the day again. i will shoot you down if you let me.

i rely on others to put me in order.

this must stop now.

so i was going to go to spain in august with friend, father and father's new family.

but now, due to recent events i'm not. wooo.

'wooo' because now i can spend more time getting fucked in england rather than spain.

i love my friends. the day after i got back from chinky, i was still in bed at 2pm. they came in and jumped on my bed to wake me up; took me to town, and bought me fags, kick and a carton of oj.

all while i was eyeing up some sexy french boiisss.

thats what blood brothers are for. <4

anyway.

tooooo many words.

now im gonna bomb you with photos. have fun.

PEACE OUT YO x